Inner workings of an (in)sane mind

I stand on the cross roads holding your hand Both of us clueless It's hard to understand As we pass this point it will be hard to go back what if I disappoint? what if there is something you lack?  It's a point of no return It's bidding farewell  to our carefree life and a places where we dwell. I am scared of losing you ruining what we shared may be I am just feeling blue may be I am not really scared....... - - - -      May be I am just confused ( something that I wrote just a week before my marriage....... sheer case of cold feet..lol)