I am just trying hard to fit in.
I am just trying hard to fit in... I am trying hard to fit in. Laughing and giggling; Like I am my own dumb twin. I see each day my brain crippling. Yet I go out there, Just trying hard to fit in. Every day I tell myself, “Darling, this is not your place You deserve to be by a bookshelf. People, is the last thing you should chase.” Yet I go out there, With an artificial smile on my face; Just trying hard to fit in. I miss the time when I used to be alone, Pen, paper and I, inseparable and strong. I was a loner, only if I had known; I should not have tried hard to get along. Yet I go out there, Feeling foolish and wrong, Because I am just trying hard to fit in. Maybe I should give up; Maybe I should let go, This mess I have to clean up, Because no more I can bow. I no more wish to go out there… Saneness came knocking, anyhow. Because I am done trying to fit in I was never meant to mingle; Laugh and make fun of...