I am just trying hard to fit in.

I am just trying hard to fit in...

I am trying hard to fit in.

Laughing and giggling;

Like I am my own dumb twin.

I see each day my brain crippling.

Yet I go out there,

Just trying hard to fit in.

Every day I tell myself,

“Darling, this is not your place

You deserve to be by a bookshelf.

People, is the last thing you should chase.”

Yet I go out there,

With an artificial smile on my face;

Just trying hard to fit in.

I miss the time when I used to be alone,

Pen, paper and I, inseparable and strong.

I was a loner, only if I had known;

I should not have tried hard to get along.

Yet I go out there,

Feeling foolish and wrong,

Because I am just trying hard to fit in.

Maybe I should give up;

Maybe I should let go,

This mess I have to clean up,

Because no more I can bow.

I no more wish to go out there…

Saneness came knocking, anyhow.

Because I am done trying to fit in

I was never meant to mingle;

Laugh and make fun of people.

I was meant to sit and read,

Watch movies all day or sleep.

I no more wish to go out there,

Priorities I need to keep.

Because finally I got in where I fit in. :)