What's inside me...

I sit in an isolated corner,

hiding myself away;

I have become such a loner,

I am keeping my friends at bay.

I am tired of acting,

acting... as if I am okay;

I want to scream and shout,

or maybe even run away.

I hate to get up from my bed,

I feel sad, numb and down all day;

I feel invisible most of the time,

It's like I am slowly...fading away.

At times I blame my life;
At times I blame people around me
But I know it is not be the reason
Problem is deep within me

I don't want to be like this,

I need my old self back,

Depression is sucking away all the fun;

I need to get my life back on track.